I want to vanish from the world I find so disgusting. I mean, sure there are things in this world I find so amazingly beautiful. My nana, my Brendan, my friends, nature, history, tradition -- but, atm, they are nothing as compared to my God, my King. There are so many things at the moment that are just going wrong, and I don't wish to talk about them.
And it is thus that, in this moment, why I wish to die and safely rest in the belief of the eternity of my soul. To no longer feel the pain I feel, rather the warm, sweet embrace of Jesus Christ.